He still took the down jacket.
No matter whether it could fit, at least, it wouldn’t make her worry too much.
Gu Yicheng left for more than ten minutes.
Mo Sui stayed alone, thinking about what happened over the years.
The confusion she felt when she found out that she was pregnant, the determination she felt when she decided to give birth to the child, the helplessness she felt in excruciating pain in the delivery room, the despair she felt when she learned her daughter had passed away but she didn’t even get to see her child for the last time…
She spent a few years in a daze.
At first, everything didn’t seem so bad. She could live a normal life and act normally.
But gradually, she became unwilling to face others and dared not recall the smiling face of her child.
Even when she saw other children on the street, she would break down emotionally and had to lock herself up at home.
A few years later, Gu Yicheng appeared in her world again.
His presence gradually calmed her emotions, which was a long-lost relaxation, so she thought that it would be nice to marry him.
Unfortunately, she underestimated how much she missed her child.
In the past, she punished herself, and after marriage, she punished Gu Yicheng together.
Mo Sui grabbed him as if he were the last straw, but soon, she realized that he could not save herself.
If they continued to entangle, they would just torture each other.
Therefore, she asked a lawyer to draft a divorce agreement.
But now, Mo Sui didn’t want to divorce.
She knew that she couldn’t bear to part with it.
The door opened.
Gu Yicheng held the down jacket that he couldn’t wear in one hand and the hot porridge in the other.
As soon as he entered the door, he said happily: “I didn’t expect there is casserole porridge here, but I don’t know how it compares with Sun Bo’s porridge–”
Raising his eyes, Gu Yicheng was stunned for a moment.
Her eyes were red.
Gu Yicheng didn’t know how to coax her.
Without An An around, he seemed to become clumsy again.
He gently put down the hot porridge and walked to her side: “I heard that you have been seeing a psychologist.”
After he finished speaking, Gu Yicheng quickly said, “It’s okay if you don’t want to talk. I’ll stay here with you. Let’s eat porridge.”
On the way here just now, he looked up a lot of information about mental illness and found out that his mobile phone was out of battery, so he charged it at a porridge shop before turning it on to pay.
The information included advice from a psychologist, who said that instead of asking the person what happened, it was better to calm down and provide the most reassuring companionship.
Gu Yicheng measured her temperature with an ear thermometer again, confirmed that the temperature did not rise, and said: “I’ll go get you some porridge.”
However, when he was about to turn around, he suddenly felt his hand being gently held.
She raised her head and whispered, “If an event in the past will make us fall into regret and pain together——”
Mo Sui recalled that when she called An An in the afternoon, the little girl excitedly told her that she had learned a new word ‘No regrets after making a move’.
She also wanted to have no regrets.
She was wrong.
Perhaps from the beginning, they should have faced all this together.
If he was willing.
“Would you like to know?”
Gu Yicheng looked at her.
Her face was pale, and tears flashed in her clear eyes, as fragile as fragile glass.
Suddenly, he could sense that this was not a trivial matter.
What she was going to tell him was the reason for her struggle and suffering over the years.
Gu Yicheng sat back beside her, holding her cold hand in his palm, and said in a low voice: “I want to know.”
Mo Sui closed her eyes, and her long eyelashes trembled slightly.
After a long time, she whispered: “Yicheng, we had a daughter.”
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Maria Lian On CFRFGC Chapter 104
I’m sorry but I’m not with Mo Sui on this you can hide the fact that you had a child to the father. And I hate that she was cold to him when he didn’t even know what happened. Yes she was in depression but what’s the point to be with someone you love if you can’t share anything with them
Yes, as you said. She had depression but it wasn’t just that. She was also grieving. Adding to that, she had. Shit mom so I wouldn’t be surprised if she was emotionally stunted. And as a overly independent child would, she would handle that even by herself. That what they do. It’s great she even decided to get therapy for it.