TISMML Chapter 52.2

“Heh.” Nan Yu snorted coldly.

“So you just accepted your fate?”

Before Fei Yizheng could speak, Nan Yu didn’t stop. She looked at the person opposite her without any hesitation.

“With your personality, you definitely wouldn’t accept your fate at first.”

“You have tried many times and failed? So you have become self-destructive now?”

Although there was nothing wrong with Nan Yu’s words, Fei Yizheng was a little angry.

He even wanted to say: What do you know? Do you know how many times I have fought over the years? Do you know how it feels to see the bodies of your parents when you think you have escaped fate? You don’t know anything, so why do you judge my life with just a few words?

But Fei Yizheng said nothing. He just looked at Nan Yu silently.

What’s the point of arguing about these things now?

Fei Yizheng’s pride would not allow him to show his wounds to anyone.

But Nan Yu did not let him go.

The corners of her mouth curled up in a mocking arc: “You can’t even refute.”

“It’s really hopeless.”

If Fei Yizheng jumped up and scolded her now, Nan Yu would still look at him with respect.

But just look at her like this?

Oh, there’s no hope. Just wait to die.

“You do change some things now, but fate will correct itself.”

“Fei Yunjin should have spent his childhood under abuse. Because of your interference, fate deviated, so it arranged the kidnapping case in Beiguo.”

“Nan Yu, you just haven’t been forced to that extent.”

It’s just that you haven’t been forced to the point of desperation.

“If you knew that close friends would die in a car accident, and you had been trembling and trying hard to avoid their fates for a long time, thinking that they had escaped fate, but in the end, they still collapsed in front of you, what would you do? Death is something that no one can do anything about.”

Fei Yizheng is not a true Buddhist. On the contrary, he is very vindictive. Otherwise, he would not want to use this plane crash to deal a fatal blow to the Beitang family to ‘repay’ their ‘care’ for the Fei family for so many years.

“Then at least I struggled and tried.” Nan Yu answered without hesitation.

She didn’t think so naively because she had never experienced anything, but she really thought so.

Hasn’t she, Nan Yu, lost enough close friends in the apocalypse?

But it was these experiences that made her understand that while she could live, she should seize every opportunity and try her best to live. Even if she had to die in the end, she should die happily and without regrets.

Life is not perfect, but you can try to make it ‘perfect’.

“Fei Yizheng.”

Nan Yu continued, “I really don’t know what you’ve been through, nor how many times you’ve been defeated by fate, but…”

She stood up and poured herself a glass of water: “If you struggle, you may change it, but waiting to die is the real death.”

“Maybe there is nothing in this world that you are nostalgic for, but I still want to ask, if you have a chance, do you really want to die?”

—Do I really want to die?

Fei Yizheng doesn’t know.

If she had asked him ten years ago, Fei Yizheng would have said that he didn’t want to.

Even five years ago, he would probably have shaken his head.

But now…

Does he want to die, or does he want to escape this confined life?

“Don’t you even give me a glass of water?”

Fei Yizheng looked at Nan Yu holding the cup and drinking water by herself, while there was not even a cup in front of him. He asked as if he were possessed.

Unexpectedly, Nan Yu was surprised: “You are not my invited guest. If you want to drink water, pour it yourself. I hit you in the face, not your hands or feet.”

Fei Yizheng: …

He looked at Nan Yu’s righteous look and suddenly chuckled.

Then he pulled the wound, and his expression suddenly became a little ferocious.

“Hahaha.” Unlike Fei Yizheng’s reserved response, Nan Yu immediately laughed out loud.

“I should really let those people who praised you see what you look like now.”

Fei Yizheng was speechless again. The two of them were obviously talking about a very serious topic, so how could it suddenly become like this?

Nan Yu knew the truth of the matter, so she didn’t want to talk anymore.

 

 

 

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