MDMP Chapter 93.3

Besides, Lin Juan was the person Zhao Suisui was closest to and relied on the most. Now that she showed her true face, it was a huge blow to a girl who was only fifteen years old.

Soon, Zhao Suisui lost her way in the forest.

When she was hungry, she looked for wild fruits to eat. When she was thirsty, she drank dew. Wild grass and branches scratched her skin. She met wild boars and poisonous snakes…

Until one day, she was found by a man.

At that time, Zhao Suisui thought that someone sent by Lin Juan had come, so she beat him madly with the branches at hand.

The man did not fight back, but instead, the man held her hand holding the branch, and said, “Zhao Suisui, I am Lu Zhou.”

Lu Zhou?

Zhao Suisui remembered who the person in front of her was.

Zhao Suisui didn’t have a deep impression of Lu Zhou.

She only remembered that he was a little fierce and difficult to get along with. When they first met, she was almost scared to tears by him. Later, she didn’t dare to play with him.

During the time when her mother passed away, Lu Zhou came to her house to see her several times, but each time he just threw some candy at her and left.

After Lin Juan came to their house, Lu Zhou never came again.

It was not until his brother was in junior high school that Lu Zhou’s father suddenly passed away. After he was taken to Beijing by Grandma Lu, the two of them never saw each other again.

Later, when her brother went to college, she happened to hear her brother say that Lu Zhou also seemed to be going to college, in a military academy in the north.

Zhao Suisui didn’t know how Lu Zhou found her.

But she saw that he was covered in mud and didn’t look much more decent than her who was also dirty.

Lu Zhou took Zhao Suisui out of the forest.

They came to the nearest town. Zhao Suisui was also sent to the hospital.

She had already been injured during her time in the mountains, and her condition worsened rapidly when she arrived at the hospital.

Although the doctor tried his best to treat her, it was still ineffective.

Zhao Suisui was not too sad about this. She just held Lu Zhou’s hand and asked: “My father and my brother really—”

Lu Zhou was silent.

Zhao Suisui wiped her tears, but she was not surprised.

If they were alive, they would have found their own, but they didn’t…

Zhao Suisui’s consciousness gradually faded.

She knew that her time was up.

But she didn’t disappear. She saw Lin Juan, who appeared as a victim.

However, Lin Juan didn’t feel proud for long, because soon after, Zhao Suisui saw the police breaking into the house and saw Lin Juan with a terrified expression on her face.

All the fragments of memory came together.

Finally, Zhao Suisui saw a book.

She walked over and picked up the book. Her eyes swept across the cover of the book.

The title of the book, the introduction, and finally her eyes stopped on the author’s name—

Zhang Panpan.

She saw that the book had been well received when it was serialized, but when it was halfway through, it received a lot of negative reviews— because readers were saying that the author was committing fraud and that the heroine Lin Juan’s behavior was a bit strange and her character was too broken.

However, the author continued to do her own thing, completely ignoring the readers’ opinions and continued writing.

The readers kept cursing while following the novel until the last chapter.

Just as they finished chasing the story, they suddenly received the news that the author had committed suicide.

Readers expressed disbelief, thinking that the author had experienced bad reviews and online exposure, so they began to blame each other.

Until someone found out that the author’s real name was Zhang Panpan, and the ending of the heroine Lin Juan in the book just happened to coincide with a case a few years ago.

Readers finally knew that the author was the self-abased Zhang Panpan in the book…

Zhao Suisui stared at the author’s name for a long time.

Until the book in her hand suddenly turned into white dots of light and disappeared in her hand.

At the same time, all the memories came rushing back to her.

Zhao Suisui was forced to re-recall her life, from the time she was recording her statement at the police station, to high school, junior high school, primary school, all the way to when she was four and a half years old.

All the memories of her past life were marked out.

Then, like dust, they disappeared.

 

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Translator’s Comment:

W-what???

Is this the truth???

The author is Zhang Panpan?

I am a little bit dizzy…

Let me sort out my memory… ((⇀‸↼))

So, it’s actually not a novel, but a real thing that happened in Lin Juan’s life.

In Lin Juan’s first life, she betrayed her original husband who later died, married Qian Qingshan, was abandoned by him, and had a bad life for the rest of her life.

Then, she was reborn.

In her second life, she went to join the army, her husband still died, but then she met and befriended Feng He through Zhao Suisui. Then, when Feng He passed away, she married Zhao Haoyang later.

But, Zhao Haoyang didn’t touch her, and Zhao Jincheng also didn’t accept her as his mother and felt wary of her (I remember it mentioned in some chapters).

I think only Zhao Suisui accepted her wholeheartedly, but well, maybe she still wasn’t satisfied with the status as a ‘nanny’ in Zhao’s family.

So, she conspired to abduct Zhao Suisui and kill Zhao Haoyang and Zhao Jincheng, although actually, the part about killing Zhao Haoyang and Zhao Jincheng was a bit vague as it didn’t explain clearly.

But, somehow, she still got caught by the police.

Then, a few years later, Zhang Panpan, who maybe knew her mother’s secret, wrote the novel based on it.

Afterward, it’s the ‘third’ life, where Zhao Suisui gets a glimpse of the novel and Lin Juan just gets rebirth.

Am I right? Am I right? Am I right?

What do you think, guys?

 

 

 

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