IISET Chapter 69

I’m in a Shuraba Every Time I Open My Eyes Chapter 69: Second battlefield (37)

 

Chu Lan had never been so angry before, he was so angry that his body was shaking slightly.

 

He had never felt so cold-hearted before, as if every word that person said became a sharp awl piercing into his heart, penetrating deep into his bones and causing him excruciating pain.

 

Qiao Song smiled provocatively, but he did not feel much better than Chu Lan.

 

As soon as he finished speaking, the girl in his arms stiffened and subconsciously moved away from his arms.

 

His actions made his behavior seem a little funny, but it didn’t matter, Chu Lan didn’t know.

 

Qiao Song’s fingertips caressed the back of Bai Xiyue’s hand, but he was unable to hear Bai Xiyue’s answer to the question he had just asked.

 

“What a coincidence.”

 

Bai Xiyue stepped out of Qiao Song’s arms and smiled at Chu Lan.

 

She smiled very beautifully, and the traces of tears had been wiped away by her hand, so there was no trace of them.

 

Bai Xiyue wasn’t sad at all, but these two people just followed her script and imagined it.

 

Chu Lan walked in front of Qiao Song. Qiao Song thought he was going to say something, but he found a fist coming towards him and hitting him in the face.

 

The two teenagers started fighting on the street. Chu Lan had a cold face and showed no mercy.

 

His heart was burning hot, making him feel extremely uncomfortable.

 

He acted ruthlessly, and Qiao Song was no less aggressive.

 

The secondary personality that has been hidden for a long time is inherently manic and violent, but it has been hidden well. If it fights fiercely, it will not lose.

 

Bai Xiyue naturally wouldn’t just stand by and watch the fun. When the two started fighting, she just perfunctorily tried to stop them. To be honest, if she could, she would also like to pin these two scums to the ground, but unfortunately she didn’t have the chance. However, it would be bad if the fight was too serious, so when she saw that the fight was almost over, Bai Xiyue reached out and pulled Chu Lan back, dragging Chu Lan out of the fight.

 

“Chu Lan, what are you crazy about?”

 

Chu Lan also had bruises on his face and looked a little embarrassed.

 

“Really?”

 

Chu Lan looked at Bai Xiyue and held her hand tightly.

 

Is it really impossible to start over?

 

“If it was in the past, I’d apologize, but is it really impossible to do it again?”

 

He didn’t want to hear those words that she said she would never like him again.

 

He would rather seize the possibility that Shen Wan mentioned, perhaps there is a possibility that she still has feelings for him.

 

Chu Lan’s hand holding Bai Xiyue’s was a little cold, causing Bai Xiyue to sigh.

 

Chu Lan let Bai Xiyue put her hand on his chest and feel his heartbeat.

 

He went to see Bai Xiyue, hoping to see some traces of that day in her eyes. She was so soft and sweet, leaning on him wholeheartedly, with only him in her eyes and heart. Chu Lan tried hard to find that little trace, but found it was in vain.

 

No, nothing.

 

“I can’t.”

 

She spoke, seeming to pass judgment on him.

 

“You should have known at that time that I liked you, so you left. How stupid do you think I am to fall for you twice?”

 

“Isn’t this what you want? Do you always think that being able to fall in love with someone is an honor for that person?”

 

“I don’t want your sincerity, nor do I care to have it, just like you treated me in the past.”

 

Bai Xiyue’s eyes seemed to stroke Chu Lan’s face with pity, which made Chu Lan tremble unconsciously.

 

“No, it’s not an honor.”

 

“Shh, don’t deny it. I know you much better than you know yourself. Ha, don’t look at me like that. Don’t you think I’m so self-righteous now, thinking I can read other people’s thoughts and hearts?”

 

Bai Xiyue moved closer to Chu Lan, her movements like whispers between lovers.

 

“I am just returning everything you have done to me. I am not as bad as you are, so I should be kinder. You don’t need to thank me.”

 

Bai Xiyue arched her eyebrows and distanced herself from Chu Lan.

 

Chu Lan’s teeth were already cold, and there seemed to be a shadow on his face.

 

“From the time you said you wanted to break up, there was no possibility for us to be together anymore. Love is not something that can be summoned and dismissed at will. Some things have to be done.”

 

Those who are scumbags will be treated as scumbags by others.

 

“Can I have another chance to prove myself?”

 

Chu Lan’s voice was firm and he seemed to be still calm. Only he knew that he was on the brink of collapse, like a person about to fall off a cliff, just waiting for the person in front of him to reach out and pull him up, or push him down.

 

“People who make mistakes have a chance to make amends, but not everyone is qualified to start over. Chu Lan, you no longer have this qualification in front of me.”

 

Bai Xiyue smiled, but her words were direct and cold, with a hint of cruelty.

 

Making a mistake cannot be forgiven by just crying and saying “I know I was wrong”, and not everyone has the chance to do it again.

 

At least Chu Lan doesn’t have it here with Bai Xiyue.

 

Chu Lan felt a little dazed when he heard this, as if he had suddenly fallen into endless darkness. He could only watch himself falling down, not knowing what to do.

 

“Let’s go.”

 

Bai Xiyue was not interested in Chu Lan’s expression and was extremely cold.

 

Not to mention tit-for-tat, Bai Xiyue didn’t put her heart into this strategy. One reason was that the men in front of her were all young boys, and she didn’t have the habit of eating young grass. Furthermore, it was even more impossible for her to have any feelings if the other party was a scumbag. The second reason was that she knew her mission.

 

Bai Xiyue didn’t think she was heartless, at most she was just dedicated to her job.

 

Anyone who feels sorry for the scumbag using this kind of strategy would be a fool.

 

Bai Xiyue waved to Qiao Song who was not far away, indicating that it was time to leave.

 

When Bai Xiyue turned to face Qiao Song, she made a tearful expression on her face, and it seemed like she was forcing herself to hold on.

 

She just spoke to Chu Lan in a very low voice, at a volume that only the two of them could hear, so Qiao Song must not have heard it.

 

Besides, she had her back to Qiao Song just now, so Qiao Song couldn’t see the expression on her face, so she could act however she wanted.

 

When Bai Xiyue looked over, the gloom on Qiao Song’s face disappeared, and he regained his usual frivolous expression.

 

“Let’s go.”

 

Qiao Song naturally took Bai Xiyue’s hand, as if he didn’t notice the loneliness on her face at all.

 

He walked past Chu Lan with Bai Xiyue like a winner.

 

Damn the winner.

 

Qiao Song was furious and wanted to grab Chu Lan and beat him up again.

 

Bai Xiyue’s hands were cold, and his heart felt cold as he held them.

 

What’s the big deal?

 

Qiao Song cursed Chu Lan in his heart for being a bastard, while being annoyed by Bai Xiyue’s attitude towards Chu Lan.

 

Even if she likes him, it’s over now, right? He is the biggest beneficiary at the moment.

 

But I just felt unhappy and unhappy, as if this was not what I wanted.

 

But how could it not be?

 

It’s almost half past twelve now and there were not many people on the street.

 

Chu Lan half-knelt beside the road, with pain still on his face.

 

But that wasn’t what made him feel the most uncomfortable.

 

His hands clutched the clothes around his chest, and he felt like a dehydrated fish, unable to breathe.

 

Chu Lan never thought that he would have such an embarrassing day. He sat alone on the side of the road with a defeated look on his face.

 

He was a little breathless, Bai Xiyue’s words were like a spell entangled in his mind, every smile of hers seemed to be poisoned, like a gorgeous flower growing between vines, entwined around his heart layer by layer, making him almost faint but extremely sober.

 

I don’t want your sincerity and I don’t care about it, just like you treated me in the past.

 

Ha.

 

Chu Lan laughed out loud, his eyes filled with despair.

 

He laughed so hard that he started coughing, and he fell to the ground without the strength to stand up.

 

Is it his own fault?

 

He wanted to tell himself that maybe there was still a chance, but he no longer had the courage to say that to himself.

 

Bai Xiyue’s eyes were so indifferent, as if she looked down on him.

 

Maybe not like, that is.

 

She no longer cared about him.

 

Chu Lan’s back seemed to be unable to support his pride anymore and collapsed.

 

The only bud of affection he had was pinched off before it even grew.

 

Chu Lan stood up unsteadily, his face pale.

 

There was a chill on his face and tiny hailstones fell from the sky, making him feel cold.

 

Chu Lan returned home like a ghost, which scared his mother.

 

“Son, what happened to you? Were you bullied? Didn’t I ask you to deliver some materials to your dad? Why is this happening?”

 

Despite his mother’s loud and concerned expressions, Chu Lan said nothing, with a tired look on his face.

 

Chu Lan didn’t want to say anything, and couldn’t say anything.

 

No matter how his mother asked, he answered with silence.

 

After treating his wound, he closed his eyes lazily as he listened to his mother saying that she would ask for leave for him tomorrow.

 

He was too tired, so tired that he didn’t even have the strength to speak, and even blinking seemed a bit tiring.

 

My heart feels like a piece of it has been hollowed out, it’s empty and the wind is leaking in. Even though I’m covered with a quilt, I still feel cold.

 

Certain scenes kept interweaving in my mind, sometimes from the past, sometimes from the present.

 

Chu Lan thought of Bai Xiyue’s sweet smile and felt a little unwilling, but when he thought of her resolved words and cold expression, all his strength was drained away and he became dejected and powerless.

 

The snow was still falling outside, and tiny white stones fell on people’s hair and bodies, like white ink splashed on a black curtain, like a dream.

 

Bai Xiyue was led forward by Qiao Song, and the snow fell into her neck, making her feel a little cold.

 

Qiao Song just kept walking forward, and Bai Xiyue pulled his hand.

 

“How can you walk so fast?”

 

Qiao Song paused and looked at Bai Xiyue’s watery eyes.

 

She seemed to have adjusted her mood, the slight drunkenness from before was gone, and she returned to her usual self, nonchalant and somewhat frivolous.

 

Qiao Song didn’t know what kind of sour feeling he had in his heart. It really made people angry, or even jealous, to see such a person shedding tears for others.

 

“Come to think of it, if Chu Lan didn’t have a criminal record, I would have answered him if you had asked me that just now.”

 

“Do you want me to be jealous?”

 

“No, no, this is the self-cultivation of us beauty lovers. Chu Lan is really good-looking.”

 

Bai Xiyue looked so regretful that it was hard to tell what she was really thinking.

 

Bai Xiyue raised her hand and pinched Qiao Song’s cheek, her eyes curved.

 

“You, on the other hand, look more like someone who inspires maternal love.”

 

Qiao Song has a delicate appearance and round eyes. The big Qiao’s face is cute and silly, while the little Qiao’s face is a little handsome, but not top-notch.

 

“And Chu Lan is really good-looking.”

 

Chu Lan’s cold, arrogant and indifferent look is indeed first-class.

 

Bai Xiyue sighed again and released the hand that was pinching Qiao Song’s face.

 

Qiao, a person who loves beauty, was in a very bad mood at the moment. He really wanted to perform “Little Mother on the Bed” for Bai Xiyue, because she said it would stimulate maternal love.