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Si Tian held her eldest son’s warm hand tightly. She laughed too loudly just now, so her voice was strangely hoarse. She said, “I’m not sad.”
Ji Ningyi blinked his eyelashes, opened his other hand, and hugged Si Tian’s waist: “Mom, Zhile is too young and not very sensible yet. He will understand when he grows up.”
Hearing Si Tian’s hoarse voice, Ji Ningyi knew that his mother was forcing a smile because he also sounded like this after crying.
Ji Ningyi is almost seven years old now. He knows that his mother is also full of love for Zhile. It must be very sad for his mother to know that Zhile holds a grudge. Because holding a grudge means hate.
Si Tian was really not sad. Maybe the average mother would feel let down if her son kept a grudge in his notebook, but Ji Zhile’s grudge notebook was just childish. That was something that would make adults burst into laughter when they read it. She actually did some inappropriate things that accidentally hurt Ji Zhile, but Ji Zhile did not remember it.
It’s also because Si Tian knows Ji Zhile’s character so well. Even though he has a strong vengeful heart beyond her expectations, overall Ji Zhile is a rather silly kid who is easy to fool.
Therefore, Si Tian just thought that it was funny. It was funny that Ji Zhile held a grudge. Just now, it was funny that Ji Zhile kept jumping around but could not touch his grudge book. Ji Zhile running out like a little train was also very funny.
She said to Ji Ningyi: “Don’t worry, Ningyi. Mom is not that fragile. It’s just a little thing.”
But Ji Ningyi sighed secretly, knowing that his mother did not want him to worry. She is always so gentle and kind. (T/N: What a thick filter!!)
He hugged Si Tian’s waist tightly and spoke in a very sincere tone: “No matter what Mom does to me, I will never hold a grudge.”
Si Tian felt like her heart was filled with honey, so she kissed Ji Ningyi on the cheek: “Thank you, Ningyi.”
Ji Ningyi’s face was slightly red. He stood up on tiptoes and kissed Si Tian. He rarely did this because he would feel very embarrassed, but today he did not want to make his mother sad.
The mother’s love in Si Tian’s heart was at its peak for a moment. She knew that the two children had very different personalities.
Ji Zhile has great mood swings. He could change between liking and disliking in a second. Sometimes he liked to talk sarcastically, so she did not take it seriously even if he said that he hated Si Tian a lot.
Ji Ningyi’s emotion is more restrained, and his emotions are very sincere. He is considerate and sensible, and he is a truly gentle person. Everything he said to her came from the bottom of his heart. If he said he would not hate her, he would never hate her for the rest of his life.
Ji Ningyi hugged Si Tian for a while and felt that his mother should not be too sad, so he said with some embarrassment: “Mom, did Zhile write anything about me in the notebook?”
He was a little nervous and a little curious. He still had the most worrying thing in his heart.
Si Tian said, “Then, let’s take a look.”
Ji Ningyi felt that this was Ji Zhile’s little secret, but his mother had already finished telling Zhile’s little secret just now and Ji Zhile himself already ran away, so they could watch it.
Ji Ningyi swore silently in his heart that he would keep Ji Zhile’s little secret.
Opening the small book, Ji Zhile’s handwriting was immature. Through these, it seemed that a little one could be seen lying on the table and earnestly writing his grudges. He was only three and a half years old…
Ji Ningyi saw Ji Zhile’s grudge against him: ‘Brother won’t help me fold the quilt, it’s true.’
‘Brother also told Brother Pei Jing not to help me fold my clothes. How could this be possible?’
‘I said that I hated Brother, but he wasn’t even angry. I didn’t like him anymore.’
…
There was a lot less content about Ji Ningyi in the book, but they were all trivial things in life. Ji Ningyi did not see the content that he was most worried about, but he was not very happy. He lowered his eyes and fell on the book, finding traces of eraser on it.
Ji Ningyi took a closer look and found that it was exactly what he was most worried about.
He left Zhile in the woods.
Ji Zhile really wrote this thing down but then erased it. At the bottom, there was a neatly arranged but slightly distorted pinyin.
Ji Ningyi spelled it out and read it silently in his heart, which was: ‘Brother didn’t do it on purpose. He did a lot of things that made me happy, so I forgive him.’
When Ji Ningyi lowered his eyelashes, his black eyelashes trembled. With a slight sniff, Si Tian rubbed his hair: “Ningyi, don’t be sad. Don’t put too many things in your heart to add pressure to yourself.”
Ji Ningyi nodded, with a slight nasal sound in his voice: “I will, Mom.”
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