“Mom, do you hate me now?”
This was the first time Mu Wanwan mustered up the courage to ask this question since her mother woke up.
Because she was the one who indirectly killed her father, her mother resented her and even hated her, so much so that she had to give birth to the child in her belly as a way of revenge on her.
Otherwise, Mu Wanwan couldn’t understand why her mother, who had clearly promised her that she would be very satisfied with just one child, would take the risk of giving birth to the child in her belly at such an advanced age.
She was already at the age of getting married and having children, so she couldn’t accept a brother or sister who might be about the same age as her children.
Moreover, now that her father had passed away, her mother insisted on giving birth to the child in her belly and letting the child accept life without a father since childhood, which was not a good thing for the child.
Mu Wanwan admitted that she had selfish thoughts, but she did think about her mother’s body and the various difficulties the child would encounter after birth.
In her opinion, the child should not have been born at all.
Mu Wanwan thought a lot, but she ignored her mother Zhuo Wu’s psychological feelings at this time.
If the car accident had not happened and Mu Feng was still alive, the couple would not have a strong desire to have a second child.
Considering the risks of giving birth at an advanced age and the mood of the only daughter Mu Wanwan, the most likely thing was to abort the pregnancy as soon as possible after the pregnancy was confirmed.
But the timing of this child’s appearance was too special.
For Zhuo Wu, the unborn child in her belly carried her strong feelings for her husband. It was even like a gift her husband gave her before his death, to accompany her in another form after he left.
Therefore, this was no longer just a child. For a woman who suffered the blow of her husband’s death, this was also a spiritual sustenance, allowing her to no longer be immersed in grief for a long time.
Ah Wu stroked her belly, which had not yet bulged.
The surging emotions in her chest could not be controlled at all as if she had lost the child in her belly before, and now she was ecstatic to regain it.
Perhaps it should not be said as if, but rather, she had indeed given up the child in her belly.
Ah Wu looked at his daughter who was somewhat out of control, with a complicated expression.
It was very strange that the moment she saw this daughter after she woke up, many things that should happen in the future emerged in her mind.
During these days since she woke up, Ah Wu had been digesting the memories that suddenly appeared in her mind.
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The trigger of the car accident was a phone call that Mu Wanwan made to Mu Feng that day.
She had a boyfriend. Mu Wanwan said that the boy was very outstanding. He was tall and handsome. Although he came from a poor family, he was self-reliant and ambitious.
He was the winner of the National Scholarship and the First Class Scholarship of the University every year. He had a good reputation in the hearts of teachers and classmates.
In Mu Wanwan’s description, it was the boy named Lu Wenyuan who took the initiative between them.
According to the boy, he fell in love at first sight with the junior girl in the same department who was two years younger than him, and being true to his heart, he soon launched a fierce pursuit of her.
Mu Wanwan was well protected by her parents. In addition, since she was born, both of her parents’ careers have been on the rise. She had never been wronged because of money.
Therefore, when faced with Lu Wenyuan’s poor family background, she did not look down on him. On the contrary, she admired his self-reliance and self-improvement.
After a series of offensives from Lu Wenyuan and the instigation of her roommates, she agreed to his pursuit.
This was Mu Wanwan’s first relationship. Except for her reserve when being pursued, after confirming the relationship, Mu Wanwan plunged herself into it.
Lu Wenyuan was undoubtedly excellent. Except for the shortcomings of his family background, he had no other flaws.
However, in this era when it was difficult for a poor family to produce a noble son, a person’s future achievements were often determined to a large extent by his family background.
His parents couldn’t give him any help, and he was not as good as Jack Ma and others. Perhaps after a long time, he could slowly embark on the road to success by his own exploration, but it would undoubtedly take many years and he would take many detours and suffer many setbacks.
Those classmates, who could not compete with him in their professional education fields but whose family backgrounds were better than his, were able to rely on financial or network support from their parents and were far ahead of him from the very beginning.
This was too unfair to Lu Wenyuan, at least, that was what Mu Wanwan thought.
But it didn’t matter because the things that Lu Wenyuan lacked were exactly what Mu Wanwan had.
Her family was very rich, and as the only daughter, everything would be hers in the future.
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as the last child of my parent, and I didn’t even born when my mother about to reach 40y.o, just around 36, but it’s still hard for me to just enter college and my mother about to be 60 (and she’s single parent, we’re not rich). So, as the child I quite agree with Mu Wanwan’s reasoning but in my religion a child in mother’s womb also has a soul, just like every other living being. They also have a life, so how could we decide for other soul wether it’s hard to live or not? Is it better to live or just die before born? As the saying goes, whether it is arsenic or honey, only the one who drinks could tell.