SIAS Chapter 87.2

Although Comrade Gao Beizhu was shameless, Yun Guyuan was not someone who would be manipulated by others.

So, it turned out that they had something going on in private!

Yun Guyuan wouldn’t also be making money in the black market, right? Yi Qingqing couldn’t help but wonder.

After all, everyone had just arrived in Tieling County not long ago. If they wanted to make money, the black market was the first choice.

No, Yun Guyuan brought a toolbox with him when he went out. This box appeared frequently. She had seen him use it before when assembling bicycles and doing carpentry.

Yi Qingqing was really curious about what Yun Guyuan was doing in private, but this was all personal privacy. It was fine to think about it, but she didn’t want to delve into it.

After all, she couldn’t afford others to delve into her own secrets.

This time, they returned early. Yi Qingqing had just sold a TV and made a lot of money, so she was in a good mood.

The two of them rode very slowly. It was a long journey, so they inevitably chatted on the way.

As they chatted, they talked about family matters.

“…My mother always asks me to write several long letters. I feel like I can submit them to several newspapers after writing them.” Yi Qingqing complained.

“Then, you have a very good mother.” Yun Guyuan said with some envy.

Yi Qingqing glanced at him.

Did her mother treat him badly? In this day and age, were there still mothers who disliked their sons?

“My father studied abroad in his early years and fell in love with my mother at first sight. My mother was just a village girl at that time. They loved each other very much at first, and I was left alone.”

“But later, because of studying abroad, my father had an accident. My mother couldn’t stand the change from a pampered life to a poor family, so she remarried soon.”

“With a new support and a new child, I became the redundant one.”

“Later, my father fell ill and died on the farm. Before he died, he wrote to me, asking me not to blame my mother. He did not regret falling in love with her nor did he regret being with her. He just regretted not being able to protect her to the end. Now this is the best outcome.”

“So, I have a mother but like don’t have one. Before I met you, love was like a stagnant pool of water to me, not even as good as a book. But now, I understand my father a little bit. There is no reason for love, and it can’t be controlled. It’s just one person’s business, and it has nothing to do with others.”

When Yun Guyuan talked about the past, his tone was flat, without a trace of fluctuation. Only when he said ‘love’ at the end, his voice became a little lighter.

Yi Qingqing felt a dull pain in her heart.

How did he grow up in such a situation?

How many ups and downs did he go through to become such an outstanding and handsome boy?

But he didn’t need comfort at this moment because he had survived it all. The sufferings of the past were no longer a threat to him.

So, Yi Qingqing smiled and said to him: “Congratulations on growing up successfully. You are so handsome and outstanding. You no longer need to rely on others!”

“But remember to love yourself well. Don’t love others more than yourself at any time. Those who truly love you will not be willing to let you lose yourself.”

The last sentence was taught to her by her mother. She added a sentence and said it to Yun Guyuan because Yi Qingqing always felt that although Yun Guyuan’s father’s love for his mother was touching, but it was actually entrusted to the wrong person.

She believes that love is mutual, not just one person’s efforts. One must first learn to love oneself before finding someone who is truly worthy of one’s love.

Fortunately, Yun Guyuan was usually very aloof and disdainful of feelings before. If he had been taught by his father to be such a sentimental person, it would be another tragedy if he met the wrong person.

Yun Guyuan looked at her and smiled gently and freely.

This sentence shone into his heart like the warm sun.

No one had ever taught him to love himself before loving others.

It seems that he has better vision than his father!

 

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The author has something to say:

—Sugar-Sprinkling Little Theater—

Yun Guyuan: My wife is so good. Not only does she love me, but she also makes me love myself more. Hehe!

Author: My silly girl, he is pretending to be pitiful on purpose!

Yun Guyuan: I am telling the truth. I am so pitiful, and only my wife loves me (´-ก`)!

Author: No matter how many good things you say, she can’t see it. Hum ╯^╰!

 

 

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