DAVM Chapter 58.1

Pei Jing lowered his head: “I didn’t blame Zhile. It’s just that I don’t want to go to your house today.”

Ji Ningyi hesitated and said, “But, you are the only one at home…”

Pei Jing said: “I won’t be afraid. I have stayed at home alone many times, and I have never been afraid.”

Ji Ningyi asked, “Then, are we still good friends?”

Pei Jing said: “Of course, we are good friends, and this will not change.”

Ji Ningyi’s purpose of coming to Pei Jing’s house today seemed to have been achieved, but he also did not seem to have achieved it. He knew the reason why Pei Jing came home, but Pei Jing did not want to go to their house anymore.

When he finally left, the sky had already darkened slightly, and the street lights outside were gradually turned on. As soon as Ji Ningyi walked out of Pei Jing’s house, he looked at the many lights on the windows outside, but he suddenly thought of something.

He also had the same thoughts as Zhile. At that time, he thought that Zhile had robbed his mother and everything from him, and even wanted Zhile to disappear.

It’s just that he did not express his thoughts directly like Zhile but silently suppressed them in his heart. He thought it was wrong and kept suppressing it until he finally exploded and caused very bad results.

The power of the past was so powerful that Ji Ningyi’s emotions were stuck in the past. He looked at the lights on the windows at home and sat quietly on the bench outside.

Thinking about it this way, he is the one who understands Zhile the most.

Because he and Pei Jing were good friends and Pei Jing called him brother today, Zhile was not happy anymore. It was just as unhappy as when he felt that Zhile had taken away his mother’s love.

Thinking of this, Ji Ningyi’s eyes were suddenly lit up, like a lamp lighting up in the dark night.

Does that mean that Zhile likes him very much, just like he likes his mother?

Ji Ningyi remembered what his mother said, after having Zhile, there was one more person in the world who liked Ningyi. At that time, he was still a little confused and thought he understood. Only now did he truly realize that Zhile really liked him.

A lot of emotions gradually surged into Ji Ningyi’s heart. Some of those emotions were sour and bitter, and some were as sweet as sugar. They came over quietly, filling his heart up little by little.

But in the blink of an eye, he was a little troubled again. What should he do now? He could not stop being friends with Pei Jing just because of Zhile. Although in Ji Ningyi’s heart, Zhile and Pei Jing had completely different statuses and roles. They cannot be substituted for each other, let alone be replaced by anything.

At this time, Ji Ningyi felt that he could understand his mother again.

At that time, his mother must have been very sad and helpless. Just like him now, he did not know what to do.

It turned out that Zhile also liked Pei Jing very much. He also said that Pei Jing was the best and wanted to sleep with Pei Jing.

Recalling what Ji Zhile said at that time, Ji Ningyi did not feel sour at all because he knew that no matter how many brothers Zhile had, Zhile cared about him and liked him.

His heart became a little brighter. He became more entangled with some things, but he no longer had that kind of silent depression.

Ji Ningyi thought to himself that maybe he should ask his mother what to do.

Mom will definitely understand him and give him the best advice.

“Brother, what are you doing sitting there?”

Suddenly the door of his house opened, and the bright light inside poured out. Ji Zhile’s clear voice and the light reached Ji Ningyi’s side.

When Ji Ningyi raised his head, he saw Zhile and his mother standing by the door looking at him.

Ji Zhile ran out and stood in front of him with a childish voice: “Brother, we are going to eat.”

He asked in a low voice: “Isn’t Brother Pei Jing with you?”

Seeing that Ji Ningyi did not answer immediately, Ji Zhile frowned again and asked him in a low voice, “Is Brother Pei Jing angry?”

He hurriedly explained: “I don’t hate Brother Pei Jing. What I mean is that Brother only has one biological brother: me. Of course, my brother can also have other brothers.”

Ji Ningyi saw Ji Zhile’s anxious look and asked softly, “Does Zhile want Pei Jing to disappear?”

If Ji Zhile really has such thoughts, then Ji Ningyi will be very sad.

Ji Zhile opened his mouth in surprise and looked a little dumbfounded. He said, “Of course not!”

“Why do I want Brother Pei Jing to disappear? Brother Pei Jing is a good person.”

Why did his brother ask him this? Could it be that Brother Pei Jing had some terminal illness? Ji Zhile also saw the kind of illness that could not be cured when he was watching TV.

Ji Ningyi breathed a sigh of relief, thinking it was good.

 

 

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