FSC [QT] Chapter 188.1

“I know you blame me and don’t want to say a word to me.”

Xie Changzheng pulled his wife to the end of the corridor, stood by the window, looked at Xu Chunxiu’s rough and cracked hands, and said in a deep voice.

Because of years of contact with hot weapons and training, Xie Changzheng’s palms were covered with many thick calluses, and the skin on his hands was much rougher than that of his peers.

Xu Chunxiu is three years younger than him and lives in a relatively peaceful countryside, but the skin condition of her hands is even worse than his, as rough as that of a sixty-year-old woman.

In the previous life, after Xu Chunxiu went crazy, Xie Changzheng was afraid that his wife would leave him like his daughter. Even when his career was the busiest, he was worried about letting others take care of his wife. Xu Chunxiu’s food, clothing, housing, and transportation were all taken care of by him.

At that time, Xu Chunxiu was so stupid that she didn’t even know how to wash herself. While taking care of his wife, Xie Changzheng had already seen every inch of her skin and was familiar with every scar and wrinkle on her body.

Naturally, he also sensed from these lines the difficult life she and her daughter had lived for more than ten years.

Xie Changzheng’s chest felt stuffy, and his throat was tight.

He had clearly known these things in his previous life, but when he returned to this moment, the guilt that could almost drive a person crazy was still with him and seemed to be getting worse.

“I also know that it’s useless for me to say anything now. You don’t believe me, but Xiuxiu, this is a chance God has given us. Ah Wu is still fine. We can come back to this time because God hopes that we can compensate Ah Wu and I can compensate you. Although this sentence is a bit shameless, I still hope you can give me a chance and give Ah Wu a complete family.”

Xie Changzheng knew that his wife must be resentful of him, but God gave them the opportunity to be reborn. Xie Changzheng really didn’t want them to spend so much time on these disputes and suspicions.

Xu Chunxiu did resent Xie Changzheng, but Xu Chunxiu, who was crazy in the previous life, was not without memory of her life after she went crazy.

Half of her mind was crazy on the surface, but the other half was sober. However, it hid in the depths of consciousness like a bystander. She could see everything happening around her, but she could not react to any of those things.

She watched as Xie Changzheng treated her consistently over the long thirty or forty years. He dressed her in the most comfortable clothes every morning, washed her, and prepared three meals a day for her.

Even when she suddenly went crazy and spilled the boiling soup on him, he never got angry. Instead, he would immediately check if her body was scalded by the soup.

He would trim her nails. When she self-harmed because she missed her daughter, he would hold her tightly and let her bite his arm until it was bloody…

She watched this man completely lose heart toward those so-called family members, watched him lift Xie Xiuzhu up to a high position step by step and then let her fall down hard, suffering the ridicule and humiliation of everyone, watched the other members of the Xie family step by step toward a dead end.

Due to the grace of giving birth to him and raising him, Miao Fengmei, his biological mother, had the best ending. Xie Changzheng never let her go hungry and always provided medical treatment as soon as possible when she had any illness.

However, although the old lady had no worries about food and clothing, she suffered a lot in her later years because her most beloved daughter and grandsons all had a bad ending.

Until her death, Miao Fengmei’s eyes were wide open, looking in the direction of the ward door, wondering if she regretted what she had done.

Xu Chunxiu occasionally hated him, but if she asked herself, compared with herself who escaped madly afterward, her husband was more responsible than her.

Therefore, Xu Chunxiu’s feelings toward Xie Changzheng are very complicated.

She doesn’t think that after going through so many things, they can go back to the past.

But for Xu Chunxiu to start a new relationship, Xu Chunxiu believes that she can’t do it. Her heart is old. She has a heart of more than sixty years old in her body of more than thirty years old. The so-called like and love can no longer make this heart beat violently.

“I’ll give you time to think about it, but in front of Ah Wu, at least during this time, we have to be good.”

Xie Changzheng also understood that some things couldn’t be forced, so after saying this, he took two steps back.

After the fierce oppressive feeling from his body was gone, Xu Chunxiu breathed a sigh of relief.

“You know, I will make a lot of money in the future. With this opportunity, I will be richer and more powerful than in the previous life. If you are still my wife, my money will be yours. You can buy Ah Wu a lot of beautiful jewelry and a beautiful big house all over the country so that she can live a life like a little princess that everyone envies. If you blame me, then don’t let me go. Let me work like a cow and a horse for you two in this life.”

Xie Changzheng cleverly changed the concept, and the naive Xu Chunxiu stepped half-foot into the trap set by Xie Changzheng.

Yes, even though she was confused in her previous life, Xu Chunxiu knew how powerful this man was.

In this life, this man was reborn like her, and he was familiar with the changes in the world in the next few decades. She thought that he would be more outstanding than in the previous life.

Not to mention…

Xu Chunxiu couldn’t help but glance at Xie Changzheng’s calf.

In the previous life, Xie Changzheng had a lame leg. In this life, Xie Changzheng was reborn and returned home earlier.

Did it mean that the injury on his foot was not as serious as he showed?

After his rebirth, had he actually avoided the crisis of lameness?

Xie Changzheng, who has no shortcomings, has even fewer worries. In this life, he may reach a height that she can hardly imagine.

 

 

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