TSFLIP Chapter 432

So, he hadn’t become a fool—he had only grown colder and more indifferent. This was also why he didn’t want Xiaoxiao to come looking for him.

“Feng Guang… I’m sorry, I forgot to come find you…” Fang Yue’s dark eyes were filled with too much loneliness, a loneliness that could move anyone deeply.

Feng Guang buried her head in his chest and murmured, “I understand. I don’t blame you. Don’t blame yourself… I don’t want to see you hurting yourself like this anymore.”

Taking out his own rib… that was a painful thing for anyone to do, let alone the fact that he had also removed his consciousness. This was a mental pain that couldn’t even be put into words.

She understood that, with the loss of his consciousness, he would forget many things. But even if he forgot so much, he would still lock himself in this dark room, gazing at the dolls that resembled her, night after night, enduring the pain of her non-existence.

Her heart ached deeply. She knew this man loved her, but today, she finally realized how much he loved her, more than she had ever imagined.

“Fang Yue… It’s my fault. I left for seven hundred years…” She had once thought that with Xiaoxiao by his side, even if she left, he wouldn’t be as lonely. But now, she realized how wrong she was. She tightened her grip on his collar. “I didn’t know… I can’t understand the pain you’ve endured for these seven hundred years. Fang Yue, this isn’t fair… Being apart from you feels like just a few days ago, and I’m doing much better than you. This is unfair to you…”

She felt guilty, regretful, and most of all, she was angry at herself for being so powerless.

Her sobs had a magic that broke his heart. Fang Yue gently wiped away the tears from the corner of her eyes with his long fingers, speaking slowly. “It’s because of you, Feng Guang, that I’ve lived until today. You’re the most precious treasure in this world. I’ve received you, so I must endure some suffering. Feng Guang, this is fair. See? You’re back by my side now, aren’t you?”

“This is different!” She sat up on his chest, cupping his face in her hands. She lowered her head, her misty eyes locking onto his beautiful, obsidian-like ones. “This is different… Fang Yue, after being with me… nothing good has happened to you. I… I’m your disaster.”

“You’ve got it wrong, Feng Guang.” Fang Yue smiled gently, like warm jade. “It was me who made you worry, who made you endure pain to give birth, who made you get injured by a sword and had to use the Longevity Spell… I’m the disaster for you. If you hadn’t chosen to be with me, you would still be the esteemed senior sister of the Xuanyuan Sect and the lazy, playful girl on the side.”

“But… but I want to be with you. I chose you, and I’ve never regretted it.”

“We’ll be together forever, even if… even if it means Feng Guang’s days will become uncertain. I have no intention of letting go.” Fang Yue also sat up, positioning her on his lap so he could comfortably hold her in his arms. “Feng Guang, I can’t endure the pain of losing you again. If you leave again… there will be many, many lives… that will follow you.”

Naturally, it would begin with the Xuanyuan Sect, the one she valued most.

It was a threatening statement, but for some reason, she found herself burrowing deeper into his embrace. “Fang Yue, I won’t leave anymore. It’s just that I no longer have my magic, so you’ll have to protect me even more.”

“It’s alright, no one in this world will be able to hurt you anymore.” Fang Yue kissed her lips again, and their lips and tongues tangled in another intense kiss.

Seven hundred years… they had lost so much time. But from now on, he would make sure to make up for it all.