DAVM Extra Chapter 3.1

Ji Ningyi quarreled with Ji Zhile again. To be precise, it was Ji Zhile’s unilateral provocation.

He said: “Brother, what else do you like? I will snatch them all.”

When he said this, his expression was fierce and arrogant, like a little wolf. Ji Ningyi knew that he would never hide his emotions. Love and hate were clear, but there was more to hate.

In this way, they were very much like brothers. There was nothing in this world that they liked.

When Ji Ningyi ignored him, Ji Zhile snorted, slammed the door, and left.

At that time, Ji Zhile had just ruined a small project given to him by his father and came to the door specifically to provoke him and want to anger him.

He was obviously an adult, but his behavior was still like a child.

Ji Ningyi thought inappropriately about the time when Ji Zhile was a child and when they got along well before they broke up.

Ji Zhile always liked to follow him with his short legs. He made a milky sound ‘Brother’ and fed him something. He was still a child who couldn’t do anything well, so he had to teach him everything.

At that time, he had a good temper and patience. He taught Ji Zhile to read, recognize pinyin, and paint. He helped Ji Zhile complete all the manual homework in kindergarten.

Ji Zhile always had a sweet mouth and always said, “When I grow up, I will also help Brother, protect Brother, and always like Brother!”

It was just that no one thought that it would be like this when he grew up.

It was Ji Ningyi who changed first. He couldn’t tell if it was overnight or slowly, but he no longer loved Ji Zhile, didn’t talk to him, didn’t do homework with him, and didn’t even want to see him…

He was three years older than Ji Zhile. He always helped protect Ji Zhile. He had always had the upper hand in this family relationship. His change was tantamount to a huge disaster for Ji Zhile.

Ji Ningyi sometimes thought about the past and thought about the time when Ji Zhile was only in elementary school.

How he clumsily tried to please him over and over again. After being rejected and scolded by him, he was so sad that he shed tears, but he pleased him again the next day. He stood in front of him as if nothing had happened and then received the next cold treatment from him.

Now that he thought about it in a daze. He felt a little sad. But such negative emotions had no impact on him anymore. Maybe he was sad too many times when he was a child.

At that time, when he deliberately did something bad to Ji Zhile, his heart was filled with joy. The entanglement and pain occasionally came over him.

Why were he and Ji Zhile brothers, he had nothing, but Ji Zhile still had an elder brother to protect him?

He was living a very bad life. His long-term depression and inner pain had left him without any hope for the future.

There was always someone to accompany him, and that was Ji Zhile. After all, they were brothers, and they should bear the humiliation and blame of their mother together.

But, no one had protected him, except his mother when he was still three years old.

At that time, Ji Ningyi thought that it would have been better if Zhile had not been born. His mother would not have gotten sick or changed, and their family would still be the same as before.

When he hated Ji Zhile the most, he couldn’t wait for him to disappear, thinking that after Ji Zhile disappeared, they would return to the right track. But he still didn’t do anything later, and although he hated Ji Zhile, Ji Zhile was still his younger brother.

Ji Zhile had always been a patient child. He insisted on pleasing him for a year, and then, that year, their mother passed away.

At the funeral, Ji Zhile said happily: “Brother, no one will scold us in the future.”

Ji Ningyi looked at him with coldness and hatred: “Get out.”

A look of hurt flashed across Ji Zhile’s face, but he still forced a smile and said in a deliberately light tone: “I won’t get out. I want to stay with Brother.”

Every time Ji Ningyi said something unpleasant to him, he would approach him so shamelessly as if he would never get tired. When he was a child, he was still a crybaby and a delicate person.

When Ji Ningyi pushed him away, Ji Zhile lost his balance and fell to the ground.

He looked down at Ji Zhile with disgust: “I really hate you, Ji Zhile. Why don’t you die with Mom?”

He didn’t care about Ji Zhile’s reactionary expression and walked away directly.

 

 

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